My day started off with the promise of being quite great but has progressively gotten worse. I think tiredness, stress and possibly hormones have a lot to do with how things have turned out. Things are stressful at the moment, partly because of my own reasons and partly outside sources such as certain family situations. It’s difficult to switch off when it’s in front of your face all the time.

I will be fine with my assignment and I’ll get it finished, but it is bothering me to a degree. I never feel very certain I’m doing things right until after I get marks back and see they’re mostly good. I know that confidence will come with time, but I’m so impatient.

Completely unrelated to any of that is that I am letting more people, such as family, see this online part of me. This website, for instance, and thus some of my thoughts which perhaps I would not readily share with them (as sad as that is to say, in a way). I have been used to keeping both worlds very separate, but I created this new site because I wanted to be comfortable with more people seeing it. Actually saying “Sure, I’ll send you the link” or whatever. It’s new and slightly uncomfortable.

But goodness can come from discomfort, as I am proved often, so I shall blog and bare it!